You are my heroin.

2nd Nov 2011

House phone rang at 5am sharp. and i awake to pick up the phone call.

Bad news from hospital.

She, passed away.

Yes, she - my heroin, my idol.

She, is my Grandma.

REST IN PEACE, Grandma.

27th Oct 2011

Clock shows 4.06 right now.

I'm kinda exhausted but little insomnia

Mentally n physically forcing me to sleep. yea, i suppose on bed sleeping at this time

But, bad memories keep flashing out in my mind, tears again='(

Remind me How lonely am I.. A single lady used to it...

Oh ya, today is my big day, what a lonely bday.='(

已经一年了

去年还在想着今天的我将会如何度过

现在我知道了

原来我还是一个人...

收起眼泪吧 习惯就好=')

祝我 生日快乐=)

Mavis

Simple Update1610

Quite a long time never back here..

abandon my blog for almost 2 weeks=(

A lot of thing wanna share with you guys,

But hard free a time slot to update here due to working.

Weekdays work, weekends work too.

Haih. Crazy me. Work non stop everyday.

Currently life like zombie.

Work, sleep and eat. Ohya, not to forget, i stil got on fb=P

Well, i try to find a free time update my lately activities.

Promised! Stay tuned ya^^

Love,

Mavis

完美。不完美

最近的我怎么了

想了好多，到底怎么了

快要踏入22年头了

回头看一看

其实很多事情，已经都过去了

2012也即将来临

我.....好像停下了脚步

停留在某些事情的完美上

因为过去太完美，导致自己停了脚步

经常会想，如果有一部时光机，就好了

从小就知道，时光机是不可能的事

听一位好朋友说过：想一想就好，千万不要留念

但是，我没有做到

我需要忏悔，我犯了贪嗔痴

但是渴望一份需要被爱的感觉，是贪么？

我.....也是一个女生

我的命运

只留给

值得的人

等待，不适合我

下一个的你，在哪？

Having complicated feeling right now

What happened to me?!

Not the first time working inside office, but why?

i couldn't understand, so nervous man.!!

new office new environment new colleague and d most important is

Office culture and Politic!! *fear*

Shoo away nervous and fear! You are brave though, be more confidence.=)

All d best during internship period, everything goes smoothly.

Pray~

这里。2011

心情....很复杂

一直在倒数着

东西，还没有整理完

看着一包包的行李

心，更加不舍

虽然还会再回来

虽然还会再见面

但是，不知道

回来后的我们，

还是否一样

不知道命运会如何安排我们

很快的一年多过去了

要暂时离开这里

心情好复杂... ...

只能说

朋友们，咱们明年见...

选择。取舍

当你遇到选择时

你自然就会去相比

当然，会选择最好的那个

人生路途中，总会遇到大大小小的选择

你会如何去取舍呢？

最近做了一个很重要的决定

到现在我还是在犹豫着，到底是对是错？

没有人能帮我做决定

人生是自己选择的

不能否认

我放弃了那个曾经是我唯一的选择

当有吸引的的option出现，就开始头痛了

犹豫了好久好久......

当初，我祈祷着这个决定不会令我后悔

结果现在，好像后悔了

正如当初我选择到金宝，到现在都不知道是对还是错。

只知道，经历了很多。

决定做了，没有得后悔了

只能硬着头皮去

唉。

Mavis

Book Fest 2011♥

Hooohooo...

Book fair~~ my favorite!!,

D event which i will not miss one, must visit and grab some specials.

This year, d same. Even though exam is around d corner,

yet i still free my time joined this big event at KLCC.

No more alone to book fair,

I went wif my lovely Mum on Merdeka Day. hehe.

This year entrance fee increased to RM2.50 each person.

Gosh, past years i only paid for RM2. *sigh* Will it be Rm3 next year? *no eye see*

Merdeka day = public holiday, 2nd day of Hari Raya some more...

D book fair is soooo crowded man. Huh!! Dislike the feel.

Well, I only bought 2 books about nutrition.

Guess what my mum bought? Hahaha. is recipe books..

She told me that wanna cook some special dishes for us. Lol.

Spend about 3 hours in d fair, and had our dinner after visit^^

Seriously, there still have many books grabbed from book fest at previous years,

Never touch it afta bought, stored it on my bookshelf nicely.. until now. *sweat*

Love books but not reading? Guess so.... *sweating*

Although just a simple outing,

but it was awesome, with my lovely mummy.♥♥

Love,

Mavis

刚刚....突然间

想起了你，近来别来无恙么

心情不好，手指弹着黑白键，听着音乐

泪，像大雨般，滴湿了我的书本

习惯了被宠

习惯了那种幸福

习惯了那种感觉

习惯了....自己是公主

天亮了，梦该醒了

回到灰姑娘的世界吧

公主不会再有人疼，不会再有人宠

幸福不会再将临

不要再期待了

不要再想象了

你再也不是公主

任何东西再也不属于你

因为，你只是灰姑娘

一个很平凡不起眼的灰姑娘

Mavis

Again, Disappointment!!!

Need breathe right now.... HUH!

I'd expect too much from you...

I'm freaking tired... HEART tired...

U failed to do on what u had promised! Breaks your word, again!

Alright, Shouldn't argue on d tiny things... Shall we change d way of communicate?

The game is not fun at all.. but are you notice bout it...?

I think again n again.. what is my main purpose?

I thought i could get something special from you...

But.... guess I think too much... Dreams and reality life is different apparently..

Frankly, d game is just to conceals my disappointment...

You will know what i need IF you UNDERSTAND me....

Obviously, You re NOT.....

时间不会因为某人而停止

一分一秒在你不觉中逝去

爱情不是等你有空才来珍惜

你，是否有珍惜过？

或许等到你醒觉的时候

人事已非

你再也不会在原地找到她

回头看看时，才发现你已经错过...

Love,

Mavis

Lost and Found

Today was a wonderful day..., supposing...

but there's happened a small incident made d day imperfect...

Dont understand? Nvm, be patient k, here is d story.

These days i back KL for Raya & Merdeka holidays,

and today was my first outing with d lovely one.

We went to movie + shopping @ Mid Valley Megamall..

FYI, theater at Midvalley is operates by Golden Screen Cinemas (GSC)

We watched "Rise of the planet of the Apes"..... Well, I just skip d movie part k..

After movie straight back home n d time was about 630pm..

Worst thing happened, I noticed that my handset not beside me after home. WTF,it's LOST!!!!

Drive me crazy and get MADDDD!!! Guess might drop it accidentally at cinema.

So, decided back to Cinema find it with someone accompany. *touch*

Phone lost just like killing me... *cry* Anxiety.... argh!!

Everything stores inside phone will gone due to my careless... 我接受唔到lor...

Fortunately still got someone calming down my emotions.

We walked fast to d hall entrance once arrived and request permission to find my phone...

But,d staff asked us to WAIT! Okie then, we WAIT. D staff goes to check with the cleaners.

Few minutes later, they came out and asked me d phone model...

Cause they FOUND a phone which same model as mine...

YEAH, it's my phone!!! They submitted to office and now with d cinema officers.

THANK GOD!!!!_/\_ Amitabha!!!

Found it eventually... *phew* So excited...

Then, i collected my lost phone at the ticketing counter after some verification process.(Verify on d phone model, color of phone & purse and made calling to my phone)

-STORY END-

Grateful to GSC @ MidValley cleaners.

Thanks to thier honesty. and..

Truly APPRECIATED much!!!!

Lesson learned:

-Check your belongings before leaving

-Treasure what u have right now

Love,

Mavis

不能。说

当想起那件事
笑容就会自然的收起来
好想好想找人来倾诉
但是就是开不了口
我也不能随便开口
毕竟有着不属于自己的秘密
或许已经影响了我
不明白为什么还守着
不明白自己为何还耿耿于怀
为了一个不属于自己的秘密
放在心里碍着自己的心情
或许我只想要补偿某些东西吧...
因为我相信因果..._/\_

Durian ♥ ♥

Hehehe...

Durian fever now!!!!
Can see durian selling everywhere
Everyone is craving for it!!
OMG!! Same here!!
I'm DURIAN Fansss tooo!!


Long time never touch durian ady
due to dad's health problem
at home no one buy durianT.T

Luckily stil got 'he' 施舍 durian for me~
*heart melted*!! ♥






Of coz, all this shared wif family
Cant finish alone la.
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Uni friend bought me durians from his hometown too!
OMG~ so surprise when got his call!!
*happy*

TADAaaa!! The fresh one!!




Open durian~~ Wakakaka...


Another durian pic found from my old phone



YUMMY!!!
I LOVE DURIAN!!

ops.... forgot another nice thing to share
Had u ever taste Roti Durian?
Exactly! Roti Durian
d Roti we usually order at mamak stall/restaurant


here is the pic of Roti Durian


Seriously, no different from other Roti la
just inside change to durian

Roti Durian + curry
d taste for me stil acceptable
If cant accept just ignore the curry..
yummy♥ so delicious!

Wanna hav one? Come kampar!
Its available at Kampar eastlake mamak!!
Hahahaa...

Love,
Mavis

Five ♥

Wanna share this long time dy

Now only free my time to update here=P


Date: 26 July 2011
Venue: Starbucks


Been very long long time never out together with ALL my honeys, 5 of us i mean
and on 26 july, we gathered again!!! Finally!!!

TA-DAA-!!


So excited man!!
Ling was our driver on that day.
Reached pav within 20mins.
Thanks god, no traffic jam..


Our beverage:




Seriously, this was my second time visit starbucks in my life if no mistaken.
Dun get shock,
personally not really like to take coffee...
So.... Starbucks always not in my option list=="


Well.., the feeling was GREAT!!
while having a drinks and chit-chat wif sista!!
I love the feeling till MAX! ♥ ♥



Here some self-snaps photos with sista


Ling is always the one who like to FFK me..
Been 1 year+ never meet




We met again after 1 year +
Both us changed alot




3 honey enjoying there



dark 31 and fair mavis~ wakakaa



Not ready mode, the real us~ lol!!



Well.... Just ignore the aunty behind... ==

5 of us!! Pretty Honey!!


After starbucks at ladies.. Hahaha~
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We left earlier due to some problem
and had our dinner at setapak area
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After dinner i hav to rush back to kampar...... sigh...
When dinner time i keep seeing on my watch
How great if the time could stop at that moment
So hard to arrange a time for 5 us gather
Impulse from mind asked me stay back one night more at kL
was thinking about left all messy thing aside
enjoy sweet moments with sista
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But...... next day stil got class to attend....*dilemma*
at last, i chosen to back kampar
真的很不舍得
dont know when can us meet again, i mean 5 us...*sob*
sweet warm from lover before leaving
*sweetssssss*
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Had wonderful and an awesome day with u guys!
Love ♥ ♥
May our friendship forever ♥
Pretty Honey8990♥

LOVE
Mavis

脚。痛

痛痛痛痛！！！！
除了喊，我也应该拿你没有办法了
一次的疏忽，造成永久的患
离不开了

除了痛还是痛！！
现在530am
痛，忍！按摩时，痛，忍！眼泪差点控制不住流下来...
除了忍痛，我还能做什么？
我还有很长很远的路得走...

有人愿意背我么？
有人愿意按摩舒缓我的脚痛么？
没有人，没关系...
欢迎送我拐杖...轮椅.....谢谢.....='( ='( ='(