Not in mood

Sigh. I need a deep breathe..

No mood recently and dunno what happened on me..

Studies too heavy? assignment? Or.... about him?

Is there anyone willing to borrow me your ear?

Can somebody save me?

A lot of thing i wanna share here..

But i have no enough time to done my studies work.

BREATHE.

Feel like.. wanna.. cry...='(

sad Mavis.

对。错。

你心里装着什么？

我没办法进入。

每个人的心里，都有个秤

我，却不在你心里的秤上

心累，心灰，失望了

或许

我做错了。

继续寻找

下一个，乌龟。

Mavis

Year 2012

Stepped into year 2012. A brand new year.

Sorry for the late wishes, friends.

Happie New Year and may have a blessed year ahead!

3 months Internship life...

Today, my last day of doing internship at W company..

Well, i m now blogging at office.. Haha..!

3 months of internship period, time flies...

soon wanna pack my thing back to kampar n continue my studies.

Be4 class resume, i stil have FYP, final report and presentation thing to be done.

Gosh. Lack of time. So,i must done most of the part tonight,

then i can jolly hard at tomorrow new year eve party.. zzz.

Seriously,i still haven't plan my 'party' yet.

No idea where to celebrate the last day of year 2011.

alright, back to topic.

Monday to friday routine the same thing.

Awake-LRT-walk- reach office-newspaper-lunch-day dreaming- leave office-home..

WtH i sit there and do nothing for most of the time.

For some people might think like,: wa,so good? nothing to do den get allowance.

WELL! It juz like killing me!! Kinda bored and Fell sick for N times ady.

but now, its OVER~~ !! Yahooo. \(^o^)/

Here is some of photos to share during my 3 months intern....

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First Lip smack I grabbed from officeXD

Enjoy facial session at office during CSR activity!

teehee.. of coz,with mentor permission=)

CSR activity gift to each staff!!

and got one badge too!=D

Xmas gift from my department colleague

soooo lovely=)

This is the Patchi chocolate

Belanja by our MD..

Lunch at KimGary afta we got our 1st allowance.

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Now post up my 'colleague' photos!

All us are doing Internship together!

And same from UTAR!

woahh~

My bestie in office~ haha~ Xiu Meng muimui~ Hahaa!!

We went to eat SNOWflake today after work!

Glad to know all of you.

i guess my intern life will be more boring if without u all...

Take good care and all d best in presentation!!

Lastly...

HAPPIE INTERNSHIP!!

yahoooo \(^o^)/

Love,

Mavis

我的。柯景腾

《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》

这部超红的电影小说，应该无人不晓吧？

前一阵子，几乎每个人都在讨论着柯景腾`沈佳宜...

当然，我也少不了参与一份。

听着胡夏的《那些年》，勾起了那些年，想起了我的‘柯景腾’

选在今天po上这个贴，因为今天是个特别的日子

曾经我们是好姐妹，好兄弟，一起疯癫，一起分享...

暧昧的日子，永远都是最甜蜜的

不晓得，我会不会也是你的沈佳宜呢？

如果有机会，我也想把曾经的故事

写成小说，打败九把刀！呵呵。

谢谢你曾经在我生命中写下一页

祝福你

还有...お誕生日おめでとう...

最后，送上这首

《那些年》

Love,Mavis

You are my heroin.

2nd Nov 2011

House phone rang at 5am sharp. and i awake to pick up the phone call.

Bad news from hospital.

She, passed away.

Yes, she - my heroin, my idol.

She, is my Grandma.

REST IN PEACE, Grandma.

27th Oct 2011

Clock shows 4.06 right now.

I'm kinda exhausted but little insomnia

Mentally n physically forcing me to sleep. yea, i suppose on bed sleeping at this time

But, bad memories keep flashing out in my mind, tears again='(

Remind me How lonely am I.. A single lady used to it...

Oh ya, today is my big day, what a lonely bday.='(

已经一年了

去年还在想着今天的我将会如何度过

现在我知道了

原来我还是一个人...

收起眼泪吧 习惯就好=')

祝我 生日快乐=)

Mavis

Simple Update1610

Quite a long time never back here..

abandon my blog for almost 2 weeks=(

A lot of thing wanna share with you guys,

But hard free a time slot to update here due to working.

Weekdays work, weekends work too.

Haih. Crazy me. Work non stop everyday.

Currently life like zombie.

Work, sleep and eat. Ohya, not to forget, i stil got on fb=P

Well, i try to find a free time update my lately activities.

Promised! Stay tuned ya^^

Love,

Mavis

完美。不完美

最近的我怎么了

想了好多，到底怎么了

快要踏入22年头了

回头看一看

其实很多事情，已经都过去了

2012也即将来临

我.....好像停下了脚步

停留在某些事情的完美上

因为过去太完美，导致自己停了脚步

经常会想，如果有一部时光机，就好了

从小就知道，时光机是不可能的事

听一位好朋友说过：想一想就好，千万不要留念

但是，我没有做到

我需要忏悔，我犯了贪嗔痴

但是渴望一份需要被爱的感觉，是贪么？

我.....也是一个女生

我的命运

只留给

值得的人

等待，不适合我

下一个的你，在哪？

Having complicated feeling right now

What happened to me?!

Not the first time working inside office, but why?

i couldn't understand, so nervous man.!!

new office new environment new colleague and d most important is

Office culture and Politic!! *fear*

Shoo away nervous and fear! You are brave though, be more confidence.=)

All d best during internship period, everything goes smoothly.

Pray~

这里。2011

心情....很复杂

一直在倒数着

东西，还没有整理完

看着一包包的行李

心，更加不舍

虽然还会再回来

虽然还会再见面

但是，不知道

回来后的我们，

还是否一样

不知道命运会如何安排我们

很快的一年多过去了

要暂时离开这里

心情好复杂... ...

只能说

朋友们，咱们明年见...

选择。取舍

当你遇到选择时

你自然就会去相比

当然，会选择最好的那个

人生路途中，总会遇到大大小小的选择

你会如何去取舍呢？

最近做了一个很重要的决定

到现在我还是在犹豫着，到底是对是错？

没有人能帮我做决定

人生是自己选择的

不能否认

我放弃了那个曾经是我唯一的选择

当有吸引的的option出现，就开始头痛了

犹豫了好久好久......

当初，我祈祷着这个决定不会令我后悔

结果现在，好像后悔了

正如当初我选择到金宝，到现在都不知道是对还是错。

只知道，经历了很多。

决定做了，没有得后悔了

只能硬着头皮去

唉。

Mavis

Book Fest 2011♥

Hooohooo...

Book fair~~ my favorite!!,

D event which i will not miss one, must visit and grab some specials.

This year, d same. Even though exam is around d corner,

yet i still free my time joined this big event at KLCC.

No more alone to book fair,

I went wif my lovely Mum on Merdeka Day. hehe.

This year entrance fee increased to RM2.50 each person.

Gosh, past years i only paid for RM2. *sigh* Will it be Rm3 next year? *no eye see*

Merdeka day = public holiday, 2nd day of Hari Raya some more...

D book fair is soooo crowded man. Huh!! Dislike the feel.

Well, I only bought 2 books about nutrition.

Guess what my mum bought? Hahaha. is recipe books..

She told me that wanna cook some special dishes for us. Lol.

Spend about 3 hours in d fair, and had our dinner after visit^^

Seriously, there still have many books grabbed from book fest at previous years,

Never touch it afta bought, stored it on my bookshelf nicely.. until now. *sweat*

Love books but not reading? Guess so.... *sweating*

Although just a simple outing,

but it was awesome, with my lovely mummy.♥♥

Love,

Mavis

刚刚....突然间

想起了你，近来别来无恙么

心情不好，手指弹着黑白键，听着音乐

泪，像大雨般，滴湿了我的书本

习惯了被宠

习惯了那种幸福

习惯了那种感觉

习惯了....自己是公主

天亮了，梦该醒了

回到灰姑娘的世界吧

公主不会再有人疼，不会再有人宠

幸福不会再将临

不要再期待了

不要再想象了

你再也不是公主

任何东西再也不属于你

因为，你只是灰姑娘

一个很平凡不起眼的灰姑娘

Mavis

Again, Disappointment!!!

Need breathe right now.... HUH!

I'd expect too much from you...

I'm freaking tired... HEART tired...

U failed to do on what u had promised! Breaks your word, again!

Alright, Shouldn't argue on d tiny things... Shall we change d way of communicate?

The game is not fun at all.. but are you notice bout it...?

I think again n again.. what is my main purpose?

I thought i could get something special from you...

But.... guess I think too much... Dreams and reality life is different apparently..

Frankly, d game is just to conceals my disappointment...

You will know what i need IF you UNDERSTAND me....

Obviously, You re NOT.....

时间不会因为某人而停止

一分一秒在你不觉中逝去

爱情不是等你有空才来珍惜

你，是否有珍惜过？

或许等到你醒觉的时候

人事已非

你再也不会在原地找到她

回头看看时，才发现你已经错过...

Love,

Mavis